May 15, 2004 - 2:00

This diary... if I should even call it that, is a piece of me that I am ready to retire.

It's become a collection of thoughts which has proved itself void, meaningless, fake.

And now I can't write what I really believe anymore. It's like I think this diary's readers have some expectations which I can't fulfill. And I shouldn't have to do that. It's my diary.

But that's what I feel it is, and I can't change it.

Maybe I will get a new journal. Maybe I won't. I just want to feel an attachment to this diary no more.

March 2002 - May 2004

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